Welcoming vegetarians, vegans, raw foodists, fruitarians and the vegcurious
Ugh... I ate wheat today and got heartburn and acid reflux instantly. I hate having to eat so-called normal food... always disagrees with me. I find these days I have to eat totally vegan, and totally whole foods or I feel sick as a parrot. Problem is, my friends are all mega carnos and refuse to eat anything that isn't a grain or a potato or an animal. That's their whole diet. I feel SO lost. I have nobody who leads a compassionate life in my own life... That's probably why I should make more of an effort to get over my sociophobia and attend Volentia meets. I may make a deal with myself that I can eat peanut butter from the jar if I promise to suck it up and finally go to London on my own :-) I know once I get there I'd find lovely kind people and enjoy their company... just terrified of getting there!!
In other news, the rats are currently recuperating after *losing* them thanks to a strange man being in my house and scaring the shit out of them tonight. Finally found them cowering (had been looking everywhere and they were right next to me!!) picked them up, had a lovely cuddle with them before popping them back to bed. The Corydoras are settling into their new tank, the 500,000,000 bristlenosed catfish babies are growing well and are pretty much ready to go to the pet shop now, and my guppies are now fully recovered from their bad water induced weird swimming. (This is what happens when you take on too many strays... if you can call a fish a stray!! When you have so little money you own literally nothing without holes in!).
Had a nice evening, guests are now asleep downstairs, I have my sanctum to myself, plenty of time to stretch out on the bed with the furries and have a nice one to one type hug session :-D
Sister's threatening to put me on a dating site... Not sure if that's a good idea - putting myself out into the world. Most people are pretty cruel. That's why I prefer animals. I feel energised and beamingly happy and calm after spending time with animals. People time? Feel drained and angry, Maybe I don't hang with the right kind of people.
Anyways. Off to listen (or relisten over and over again) to TTWS' Coil album. My fae song from that album? Throw it all away. Fabbo. Le Sex. Gorge. Et Al.
Sleep with cashew cheez and mind the bedbugs don't grow thumbs xxxxxxxxxx